△ Day 5 - Self-Worth △

Do i need to say more?

Fraser Hill

yuuuhuuu!

Me and my father went to Fraser Hill last sunday.Man i didn't know it would take almost 1 and a half  hour before we reached the hill -____- long story short,bangas juga la duduk dalam kereta.

But it was worth it,the road was in the middle of nowhere so we get to enjoy the green scenery.Then we passed a really old chinese village.I feel like i've stepped in the 80's like seriously.

This is the SWEETEST iced tea i've ever had in my whole life.

picture below! :)

i have gotten a little chubby dont chu think so?

eh abaikan.

We didn't get to try horse riding ;___; but it was fun though! =3=

There's nothing much there.You come only to do your own photoshoot hehe.Its not that cool/cold either but ok laa.

xoxo.

△ Day 4 - Dream △

hugs and kisses.

What was the first thing that came to your mind when you read the word 'dream'?

To me,the first thing that come up is..too many hehe.

But i have some constant dreams thats always in my list.

1. Visit Korea,Japan number 2 haha.
2. traveling (im finally embracing my passion for traveling)
3. flat abs *cough* before my 20th birthday,which is this year
4. part time makeup artist/blogger.what i mean is that i earn money through it.
5. 3.6 CGPA huhu.
6. my own dream house

to be honest,there's a lot.I remember making 101 wishlist on my notebook.

Believe in your dreams.Think big and you shall get big too.Maybe your dreams are totally unlike the 'real' you  but hey,variety is the spice of life!

People may laugh and tease you but its your job to endure and have faith in yourself.Dont let little people get on your nerves,just wave them off.Dont waste your energy.

And..work towards it little by little,every day.Consistency is important as well as preseverence and efforts.Nothing gonna roll out of nowhere to your feet.

What's your dream?

Be the heroine/hero in your life,not the victim.

- Nora Ephron

p/s - i didn't do proofreading sooo,i apologize for the grammatical errors. -3-

△ Day 3 - L.O.V.E △

hugs and kisses.

I went to Fraser Hill today!! 

Basically,if there is no love there will be less dramatic love story's songs.

I personally is a huge believer of true love and that love is always around me.In other word,love is very subjective.But i came to realize this fact a little bit late because of my immaturity.Initially i thought that love can only be seen through certain ways,i even forgot to love myself at some point of my life.thank goodness i've finally recovered. :')

I remember watching this video on ASTRO.

This clarify how subjective love is.

I simply love this masterpiece. =3=

Nowadays love has been wrongly used - love has been used for manipulation,deceiving people, and thrown into mud of lies.Love is so powerful it can literally 'blind' an individual.I cannot blame anyone,that is just our nature.we want to feel needed and loved,and bad people take advantage of it.

Give your love today.

who know's the cat you've been passing everyday is craving for a pat of scratch on its tummy.

who know's a single smile could brighten up a stranger's day.

who know's what karma will bring when you do just one act of kindness today.

Remember,

Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead.

-Oscar Wilde 

△ Day 2 - Unattachment △

hugs and kisses.

Of all lessons that i've learnt,i think unattachment is the very one that gave impact on the present me.

I've started to detach from anything that i sense could potentially harm me emotionally or physically.Its very hard to practice unattachment because human brain prefers familiarity.

But to me,i felt that this had helped me in my daily life.Whenever i become attached to something,i solely rely on that something to make me happy.Sounds loony but that is how i function.I wanted it to be close to as much as possible,i unconciously dedicate myself to that something.When i lose it,i became sad and uncomfortable,as if something was not quite right.

So,unattachment made me become who i am today.I no longer feel pushed aside simple because i know i choose to be quiet,not because i have no chance whatsoever.I no longer need a friend to do this or that "together" because i know,sometimes working alone can save me from a lot of hassle.I no longer seek for love simply because i know,it will come when the timing is right.

Also,when you detach from someone for example,you can see how much is your value to that someone.Or you detach from something for example,you can examine how much that thing affected your daily life,either in a good or bad way.

Attachment can be a good thing you know,like a marriage based on love or a friendship that supports each other unconditionally.Attachment is a good thing only if it didn't put a veil on who you really are.