hi.
you might probably have known that im enrolling (will) in Bsc. of Applied Chemistry at UM.honestly,im so delighted i got this cos this course is my target.thanks to my chemistry demonstrator back in PASUM,i confidently chose it during UPU.chemistry is my favourite among all the other science subject.i like Bio but memorizing facts the entire sem??nope.
Chemistry do involve memorizing too but it personally i think the lab work will be more adventorous.muehehe.i will be handling hazardous chemical and a few mistakes could make me infertile! =.=' if there's one thing im scared bout being a chemist is,its about the chemical seeps through my skin and kill my eggs :O
earlier,when i found out most of my friends got medic i feel kind of jealous n alone.i was the only one in science faculty while all of them at medic faculty.most probably there will be schedule's differences and i cant hang out with them.distance make the hearts grow fonder?? :3 besides,my residential college was like thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis far from theirs. T.T its uncomfortable knowing i would no longer listening to the kind of talks and jokes that suits me,the sabahan style.its uncomfortable knowing i would no longer able to spend MOST of my free time with them.
muehehe,tiba-tiba rilakkuma menyelit.
then reality strikes me,i cant live following where my friends go.diri sudah x layak dgn medic,result pun average saja x pyh angan-angan.minat pun tidak.meeting new people??not my cup of tea but i certainly handled this kind of situation before so i'll be just fine.then there's this dealing with other ppl's behavior,you know enduring their habits in order to survive. =.=
on the other hand,its KL we're talking about.KL ; the city that never sleeps.sure i've been there before,for a year but that does not guarantee a bit that i will hold on tight on my principals.it all depends on me but i say friends are your biggest influence. (true story)
im scared even after all the PASUM adventure,i still get butterflies in my stomach.
nevertheless,getting new friends is definitely an opportunity to open my eyes,to give me wider perception on life.you never know until you do it. ^^ learning new stuffs is a MUST and new experinces is waiting.its up to me to enhance and react to everything. (muehehe,ayat optimis gila)
sahabat(s),good luck kamu.belajar betul-betul sebab kerja nanti bukan setakat mau kumpul duit utk beli iPhone atau DSLR.kerja untuk kasi makan family kamu naaaaaaanti. :3
P/S - sorry,bukan info pasal applied chem.more to personal feelings.LOL.